You have tried and tried and TRIED not to reach out. That's only made you somewhat of social media stalker. Just kidding (maybe not...lol). For whatever reasons, you haven't been able to let go and you just need to get it out of your system. No matter what, you need to tell that they are your "one who got away."

We hope this helps as a beginning to you getting the end that you need.

We wish you courage...